May 2013
How dare you.
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How dare you blame me for that.
When i have worked so hard to keep you alive.
When I have bottled my feelings to the point of eruption.
Sacrificed my innocence.
I remember that day as clear as crystal and I never said such things.
And now you’re acting like everything’s all pie in the sky fine.
How dare you.
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So I had a pretty miserable allergic reaction at...
…..to the peegs.
SADNESS. :(((((((((((((((((((
WHY. I’VE BEEN FINE UNTIL RECENTLY WHY.
Screaming.
Can’t get a hold of the certification call center.
Likely don’t qualify for Medicaid, and will have to pay out the nose for my eye exam and way overdue contacts.
So stressed about this insurance bullshit…i feel so stuck in life right now :(
Lift me up, let me go.
And it can’t be outfought, it can’t be outdone, it can’t be outmatched, it can’t be out run…
no.
when i close my eyes tonight to symphonies of blinding light…
You.
You make me forget my problems, you make my day better. You make me laugh and smile so easily. It’s like no matter what you do, I end up smiling. Whenever I’m with you, you make me happier than I ever thought I could be. You’re the real reason behind my smile. Do you know how happy I could be, just by talking to you?
In which gen fumbles desperately for insurance.
:(((
Medicare or COBRA, time to figure something out. It would have been nice to know my insurance expired the day before I graduated. I knew it was coming but I had no idea it would be that immediate.
Here’s hoping my recent prescriptions and physical don’t bounce back and bite me in the ass.
Duke has ich I’m cry. :(((((
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If my manager eventually makes me a customer...
I am going to educate people SO HARD.
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Thank you, belligerent ferret, for making me pick you up and thus turning me into a leaky snotfaucet.
BUT on the brightside, I think I may be getting promoted at work in the new future. Not a HUGE promotion, but a step up, and more time on the floor vs. at the register. T’would be good.
sent out my application for that long-term sub position. Have to get some kinks worked out to apply for...
WHAT ATE THOSE THINGS AND WHY DO THEY HAVE THOSE FREAKISH HANDS OH GOD THEY CHASE…..
I downloaded temple run. Am. Going to regret this?
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There are literally three branching rooms of chairs and wait areas and you two have to pick the closest seats to the corner I’ve scuttled into to be away from everyone. Awesome.
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Aiosdj:klgjsldkgj I’M SO IN THE WAY HERE OUT HERE, UMPC I COULD HAVE JUST STAYED IN THE FAMILY LOUNGE IF I KNEW THIS BUT NO, NOBODY’LL COME TELL ME SHE”S IN RECOVERY.
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And now I’m out in the hallway, when I can normally just stay right in the bronch pre-op room.
Because reasons.
Displeased.
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None of the nurses ever know what they’re doing and I’m going to kill 75% of the hospital staff because I have to be so vigilant this is ridiculous.
I don’t care if you don’t normally use Heparin, that’s what we have to use to flush her Medi-Port or it will clot off and make life hell.
Fak you.
*screams and throws an inner tantrum because I don’t want to get up at 4am fuck the hospital*
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I think one of my old, old, old internet friends has returned from disappearing off the face of the earth.
Like he just randomly disappeared and deactivated his account and NO ONE KNEW WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM.
LIKE ONE OF MY FIRST INTERNET FRIENDS EVER. And now I have a watcher that says he’s an old friend and wants to reveal slowly to our old circle and ;adslkjga;lskgj.
MY POWERS OF...
Sorry, televised pastor dude. I get what you’re saying.
But I really do want to give up. I don’t know how much longer I can take this.
It mellowed out some.
But today has not been a good day.
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likesplatterpaint:
whitewizards:
Im really excited about this money thing but I’m really upset because I think I did such a shit job and I don’t deserve this much money for it because I mean it’s maybe 200 photos total it’s really not that great and idk man I just get upset because…
5 hours?? Oh hun relax. That’s definitely standard yo! We’ll talk more in a second.
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whitewizards:
Im really excited about this money thing but I’m really upset because I think I did such a shit job and I don’t deserve this much money for it because I mean it’s maybe 200 photos total it’s really not that great and idk man I just get upset because this is real shit we’re talking about her like its not the usual $50 I want/get for my work like
I want to give back $150 of it :( is...
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Wow.
My brother gets a two paragraph rant on how special he is and amazing for his high school graduation.
And I don’t even get a text, or any sort of acknowledgement for my college one?
Mmmmkay.
My biggest fear is that eventually you will see me the way I see myself.
– Anonymous (via teen—idle)
Needless to say, fantastic day :)
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whitewizards:
likesplatterpaint:
whitewizards:
likesplatterpaint:
I’m going to be doing a lot of text posts and probably quite a few lyrics (…mostly Linkin Park’s newer stuff).
Just warning you guys. Blacklist “Gen’s graduating” if you want.
BUT IN THE END
OMG AMANDA NO.
Lmfao.
IT DOESNT EVEN MATTERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
I TRIED SO HARD.
AND GOT SO FAR.
…….
AND TURNS OUT I...
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clarinetcoop said: Congratulations!
THANK YOUUUU! :D
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whitewizards:
likesplatterpaint:
I’m going to be doing a lot of text posts and probably quite a few lyrics (…mostly Linkin Park’s newer stuff).
Just warning you guys. Blacklist “Gen’s graduating” if you want.
BUT IN THE END
OMG AMANDA NO.
Lmfao.
I’m fairly sure Gino’s bonfires will be the center of most of my “college days” stories.
Pity something’s wrong with the picture of him sitting in a box with an archery deer head.
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Things I Want to Remember from the Last Four Years...
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Senior Year 2012-2013
Holy shit where do I even start.
-Sculpture being a bitch.
-Painting our doors.
-My senior art show.
-Passing my Praxis II, Art and Fundamental Subjects.
-Balancing working part time and classes.
-Taylor swift songs in german accents.
-Falling harder than ever.
-Christmas at the Mitrakos’s
-Christmas on the Hill (the last one and the most...
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Things I Want To Remember from the Last Four Years...
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Junior Year 2011-2012
-Our vacation as a group in Outer Banx, NC.
-LinC overcoming a heart infection and rising to the challenges of her life.
-Running out of time for fencing.
-Starting art ed practicums. Realizing I truly loved to teach.
-Being switched over to Gayle as my adviser. The challenges and quirks that came with it.
-Having my first oil painting class. Struggling and...